The silver moon sailed across the silky sky. Looking at the sky, I felt a sudden of emptiness. I have no idea why I always have the ability to ruin my life.
I always believe things could turn up to be better, much better. It will be better. It must be better.
Today's special: Have you ever lost something which seems very ordinary but you only realize its importance after u lost it? I think... I lost my reminder. A reminder of homework.
Finally it was the end of my beloved holiday and I had to go back to college today, meaning that I'm going back to life with books, books and BOOOOOOKS...
Today was the scariest day because we got back our trials result. Errr well, I didn't put in much hopes since I studied last minutes. Okie, again I was procrastinating, I admit I only touched my notes the day before exam. I wonder why I'm a lazy bum bum, must be another recessive allele...
I came out with a conclusion after I got my results back.
Wai Leng doesn't know how to write an essay.
Except for my ESL, all my subjects actually got pulled down because of my essays. I think I got problem in time management, none of my essays were completed. =.=
Lessons learned in this exam: 1. Sleep more the day before exam so that I won't feel sleepy the next day. 2. Stop touching books the day before exam, touch it one month before. (Okie, means now... >.<) 3. Do it quickly, stop taking my own sweet time dreaming. 4. eh I forgot... 5. I remember got 5 wor... =.=
Add oil to finals and do more past year papers. Start from NOW!!! ( Why am I still blogging... Zzz)
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No electricity at home just now!!! So scary. Candles saved me. Okie, my brother saved me. I'm glad that I'm still here to blog. For those who doesn't know how important is light for me. I tell you. I must sleep with my light ON.
Today's special: Someone kept on appearing in my dreams in this few days. I wonder why.
I just couldn't forgive myself for making such a big mistake... Can't I just open my eyes BIG BIG to see everything clearly??? Feel so down... Can't concentrate at all... Emo girl... I gotta forget everything and start studying now... I know I must... Hope things will turn better... A lot more better... Much more better... God bless me... I know I can do better... Stay strong... because I know I can be much stronger... much better...
I am fine. I believe. ~*blurry and not gonna be blur anymore*~
Trial is just around the corner... and I don't know why... I'm still slacking... CANNOT!!! Must change... I think I'm gonna abandon my bloggie for few weeks... Definitely i will miss u guys... I must study hard... to get good grade... to get good result... I can do it... sure can... So STUDY!!! Work hard... because I know I can... Add oil girl... XD
I love my bear bear files... =P
There is always up and down in life... If people give you lemon, you make lemonade... That's the way...
I want good grade. I know I can. ~*the lazy girl and soon to be hardworking*~
"results of u guys are sux dis term... but u all should learn from the sux experience... coz my results last time oso sux like u all's..."
(Mr. David Wang, 2009)
i should stop my emo-ness here and keep dis lesson in my brain always... i'm not stupid... things could turn up to be much better... yes... add oil gal... no matter wat... i sure can defeat them... becoz i can do much better den dis... i must...
I'm a little screwdriver that screw myself up... sigh... i hope it is still not too late for everything... tmr will still be a better day right??? i hope so...
